Men-O-stop

Men o pause. Nope, Im now in Men o stop.  And it does follow menopause for sure. I have officially decided that single is the way to go. I have had moments of fleeting longings for a companion, but they are soon followed by memories of bargaining and compromise. In my world right now there is none of that business. I do what I want when I want, or even nothing at all. I am captain of my own ship and it is wonderful.  I have yarn stored all over the place and no one asks if I  really need that new skein I'm contemplating purchasing. I know deep down on some level I don't need it, but I don't care, want is important to satisfy too sometimes. I no longer have to be sexy for anyone. That is tremendous. I don't have to try and look like Im 21 or even 30 anymore, huge relief. I have gotten use to the new invisible me. In the old days as a young women you always get noticed. You get help in a store ,you get men rushing to fix things for you. Now when I walk in a store nobody sees me. I am invisible. At first that hit me with great sadness I didn't know how to take that. But its really so freeing. And I am totally ok with it. As Far as attracting the opposite sex I no longer even think about it. At my age the older men that would look to my age group are just about in need of a walker and a diaper change. Not going there, they are really only looking for a caregiver. The last few good years I have left are mine! And I deserve them! So that's it for today, be kind !